Finally i did it, i broke up wit him. Last week thursday.

ALthogh it hurt for me to say

Dat i could no longer stay

I had to do what i felt was best

And now my head can lay to rest

My love for you will always live on

But my trust for you is now gone

Cant believe it's finally done

And i no longer want anyone

Thank you God for helping me thru

Now my eyes can see wats true.

gosh been a long time... heres a lil update.....

been out and about, chilled, got boifren, going thru shit, keeping shit, love suckx, and meet a great guy, and now i am lost again...

night now

If i were to die this very day

I'd have no regrets, and nothing left to say

I've said all i have, all i want to speak

I would die happy, at my highest peak

but would u even notice i was gone

seeing how we havent spoke for so long

u say u care, dat i'm a close friend

but u didnt notice when my life came to an end

dont say wat u do not mean

becuz words are empty to me

I'll never regret the things i've said

Becuz it was from my heart, not my head

I hope ur life is goin well

becuz as for me, i'm living better in hell

than on earth with you around

and i'll never again feel down

DAMN been awhilw since i been on here jes wanted to update everyone on wats going wit me..... well da drama ends but does it really.....? its like a circle.. never ending. life is a circle but the karma which we have will always continue on with us into the next life... so  to this day i kno that my karmic energy will be better cuz i have been nothing but nice to ppl who have been trully mean to me.. i have been nothing but supportive of those who dunt even like me... so to this day.. anybody who stands in my way will get stomped down.... so if u still think i am a good friend holla atcha boi one time and let me kno u still wanna talk.... dunt wait till i am dead to say....": oh i wish i had spent more time with HIM or did more than jes talk to me..." dunt wait to say that i was a kool guy and i was reallyu sweet and caring and understanding and all those other things good or bad,, dunt wait to say all that shit after i die... say dat shit now... so i kno dat u mean it... cuz life is too short to waste on things dat dunt matter... my TIO once said to me this quote he read from a book.... "those who mind, dunt matter. Those who dunt mind, matter." so let me kno wassup and tell me how u feel;;???

luv always Caligor Derek Dirk Robbie T.

da one and only BlackAsianWhiteLatin   Boi

Blasiantinoite....